Although, I have been lagging behind on my Hebrew, I have been studying the English-translated Tanakh in a unique way, by live-recording my progress on YouTube. I am currently at Vayikra (Leviticus) and have read the text and the commentaries, specifically on the ones which explain how some words would have been originally translated in the original Hebrew. There are some Hebrew words in this translation, like the names of the sections and the books.
I never thought that I would want to convert to Judaism, though the pandemic finally broke me and made me feel my most powerless moment. Therefore, I would need a community to join and a high-ranking person to talk to about the answers that I seek.